I know im slow, and stupid, not fit to be called a girl, because i dont know how to do online shopping!!
OMG. Please slap me?
I always go to Leanne to help me order stuffs online, because i dont know the procedures and all? And..i am just lazy to do it.
So last night, i did my first online shopping! I was so excited because i really love that top. In fact, i love all their clothes but their dresses are always too short for me!
So..i happily left a comment, thinking AH HUH! Im going to get a new top....
.... only to realise that it was sold out.
I AM SO UPSET!
Because its my virgin try in online shopping and i didnt get it!! I thought i was fast already! Cos the seller said she's gonna update at 10pm and i commented at like..10.05pm?!?! She apparently updated earlier than 10pm!! I should have camped there since...7pm or something!
Hate it when i do something so full of enthusiasm, only to let it lead into disappointment.
Just like my beach getaways..seems like im not gonna visit any islands this year...
Oh well..
And have i told you i hate to be home alone?
I used to be damn happy whenever my parents go on a holiday together. Because that simply means parties and late night outs and dont even have to come home!!!!
But since a year ago or something, whenever they go overseas, i dont even bother calling my friends and say "HEY MY HOUSE IS EMPTY TODAY, TIME TO PARTEH!!"
And i dont even go out late! I just..stay at home and rot the whole day, together with my emo dog. ALONE AT HOME.
I hate it hate it hate hate hate it.
I am very whiny today because..i dont know! Feeling so...upset!!
Whilst at work, i just kept whining "argh...i feel so..upset and emo... i think i need to get a beer"
and my colleagues burst out laughing! Saying that it was funny and weird to hear that coming out from me.
But i always drink beer at home when im emo..ALONE!
Anyway, have i already told you i hate my hair?
And i feel like im 3 months pregnant? Cos i keep eating non stop and i feel so fat.
And...i hate my world very much.
Anyway,
Colleagues i hang out with every Friday(s)! Loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Dont you just hate it when everytime you walk into a hair salon looking dishevelled but with great anticipation about your new hair and new look when you walk out from it, only to realise that your heart aches with disappointment?
Dont you just hate it when you spend a good 15 minutes explaining how you want it to be this way and not that way, showing pictures of how you want it to be done, and asked almost 10 times if he understands what you really really want; and all he said while nodding his head was "yes" but it came out no?
Dont you just hate it when your hopes are dashed within hours and everything just turned out against the way you thought it would be?
Ohh....i just hate this feeling.
You'll know its a bad day, when you're having a bad hair.
Ive never found a good hairdresser ever since my last went back to Malaysia. My hair had been ruined in the hands of many said to be "professionals".
Gosh, somebody save me, save my hair!!
I woke up feeling crestfallen,
only to realise it is an empty house.
I thought about the happier days
where my heart wasnt so heavy
only to realise it was just yesterday that made me so happy.
Feeling so lost,
I tried to find a reason,
a reason i couldnt think of.
Its been a while it was this empty,
as i stone and daze for a reason.
I wish time stand stills forever,
at the time where my smile was the widest.
James and I had dinner yesterday at The Prime Society. Ive heard so much about it and it was a last minute decision to dine there because we were both starving.
Food's good, ambience's good, everything's good except that i was rushing for a movie with the usuals so we had to rush our dinner. Didnt really quite enjoy the whole 'rushing' process.
Would definately wanna go back again, to sit down and eat slowly, enjoying the place and the delicacy.
I wanna try Mortons. Heard so much about it and i know i just have to visit it one day. Its like..so super duper expensive! Lawry's too! Yes - imma steak lover, yummms
I slept for about 2 hours (though i dont think i actually fell asleep) before getting up to Sentosa this morning with the BSCs. I tell you, i was like a living zombie. I love to sleep so much that i would never give up my sleep for ANYTHING. And even with 10 hours of sleep a day doesnt satisfy me.
So can you imagine? 2 hours of sleep!!! OMG i amaze myself for still being awake right now.
I got home about half an hour ago, but i am gonna leave my place soon. I know, im crazy. I can just lie down flat and doze off within seconds, yet i am going out again.
Promise to upload pictures of Sentosa soon! Speaking of which, i realised i am now danm super duper fair. Fair to the max of the max that i cannot believe it. Damn!
I wanted to say something, about how im feeling right now.
But i cant put it in words, and i cannot comprehend.
Iya..............so vexed!!
Need to go holidays, again!
Yihao, lets go Tioman leh! in MAY.
Might be going Redang with my colleagues in JULY.
Then to Taiwan in AUGUST.
I soooooo cant wait lah. I promise myself that i MUST at least go on a holiday TWICE a year.
I went Macau early this year and i have to go on another holiday already.
This is LIFE man. Enjoy life!
Next year, i wanna go Australia and drive from state to state with the guys + their girlfriends. I hope it will really come true!!
AND.... I really wanna go Europe. Lets go lets go ! Shop till we drop.
I am sooooo random lah
Zouk yesterday with pretty girls. Ms Lian keep molesting my buttocks, so irritating. HAHAHHA
Not so edgy anymore, ahhh...mind games!
Blog war?
Being bitchy and spinning tales are your forte, not mine.
So i lost, and reason being?
I dont see a point and i cant be bothered.
Guess what would happen if i decided to join a buddy i knew for 8 years for further studies in Australia next year?
=)
And you know what? The entire decision is up to me, and no one else.
=))
I am so sick of this stupid childish acts. What the fuck was your mind thinking?
When i tried to assure you idiots that i will never fall for your boyfriends, you said that i look down and despise you and your boyfriend because they are not good enough for me.
The only reason why your relationship is on the rocks, doesnt lie with me at all. Its because you're so afraid, and have no confidence in yourself and your boyfriend.
The only reason why you hate me so much, is not because of what i did or did not do. Its because you see me as a threat of some sort, which you shouldnt even be because i cant find any reasons why i was one.
Stop using me as a subject of your quarrels, or the roots of your problem. And stop telling me to stop contacting your boyfriend, because the more you do so, the more i would. 8 years of friendship, and should i say, close buddies like brothers, dont even expect me to give it up.
I am not even coming in between your relationship, or sharing your boyfriend. So stop having such crazy thoughts because if im your boyfriend, i would think you're mad.
I have kept quiet for so long, since the start of your relationship. 2 years + i have heard so much shit you're saying about me but i chose to keep quiet although i dont think i did any wrong, but now i think its time i say something, because i cant believe that for 2 years + you're still thinking so inmaturely like a kid.
Wake up from your fucking idea, Angie.
I knew you hate me, but i dont really care. You wanted a job after gradaution and you knew your boyfriend came to seek help from me. I helped, because of your boyfriend and did i even hear a single Thank You? No..all i heard was more bitchings and gossips behind my back. Im sorry Credit Suisse didnt call you up at all, but at least i did help. It was out of goodwill i submit your resume, not something that i SHOULD or MUST do for you and i didnt even hear a single THANK YOU (basic courtesy hello?) from YOURSELF.
Grow up. No one is sharing your boyfriend, or wants a piece of him.
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